ADHD Day

I am having the worst time concentrating on things today. I am not getting much done, it is unbelievable. Anythign from pretty coliours to unusual sounds get me distracted, oh and of course I have been roaming the halls, surfing the web as well. Part of this is due to the fact that I didnt sleep well last night. first I had trouble getting to sleep, then I spent the night having nightmares, then I woke up utlra grumpy annndd now it is now.
One really good thing about today is that I got to take a cab to first drop some important CD-roms off, but more importantly for me, to go and sign off on my secret clearance. It came through!! I am really happy about it as this should open new doors for me:)
When I told my manager about it she was really excited and said they were now going to be able to find me a better spot and keep me on... I have mixed feelings about it. My first reaction was, excellent! my second was, wait what if it doesnt happen again, and my third was, wouldnt it be better to explore new avenues. I really think she will follow through though, out of all the people that said previously they would help me stay, she didnt talk she acted. Plus she is well known for the fact that if she likes staff she gets them hired on. Soooo, it is pretty tempting to sit back and see what life brings. I am sooo tired of surfing job adds. I will probably keep trying to find something, but I am worried about temp jobs through agencies. On the one hand it would be good to make new contacts, but on the other they know me here, they like me here, should I try to work something out with a team I have more faith in than my previous devision, or should I just struggle my way through the unknown. Anyone got a magic ball?!?
Time for a nap...